August 26, 2004
Freaking blogger.
Cleared what I wanted to say
Oh well.
My memory's pretty good
when remembering complains.
Here goes.
You shouldnt talk to me.
Even five year old children would understand what
"don't talk unless being spoken to" means.
Are you illiterate or something?
I don't owe you a living.
I have my rights.
I can choose my own friends.
That's how life is - unfair.
Prelims practical.
Biology first.
I didn't see the blow carefully/slowly/gently.
Even after the spill.
Blew straight through and spilled like 1/4 of the liquid.
Thankfully the cloth didn't show the colour of the liquid.
Finished 15minutes before the given.
Physics was a killer.
Attempted all the questions in mm instead of cm.
Was TAUGHT to do that.
Only changed my calculations 5minutes before the end..
And drew the graph 2minutes before the ending.
I'm so going to ruin that practical.
Was locked up for the next 2hr30min.
Horrible.
Attempted maths paper 1.
Then proceeded to borrow mp3s/discmans.
See peeps playing chateh or something.
And piano. And not to forget - ruining games.
Keep your mouth shut if you don't have positive comments
What's with the "eeeee" when people are playing the piano.
Go play it yourself if you're so great.
And dont think it's fun to
skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip or
reverse, reverse, reverse, reverse, reverse.
Super fun.. to kids of primary school age.
It's just a game after all.
Why not take revenge some other time.
And enough of reading through my inbox.
RESPECT my privacy.
To add on, STOP TRYING TO TAKE OUR WALLETS.
Makes you sound like some theif.
The moment I can't find my wallet,
guess who's the first person I ask?
"Jerk" song suits you perfectly well. =)
Except I'll change the lyrics a little to suit you.
What's with paying for tution fees.
When you dont even show improvement.
Going to class knowing nothing,
going home complaing you know nothing too!
Do you ever take the initiative to listen?
Stop sms-ing during then. Maybe you'll understand more.
Plus, it's all in the attitude and character.
I'm sharing the same teacher and the same class.
I can see my results improving. How about you?
Might as well quit tution.
To fund/host/live off your branded items.
Don't you ever feel bad wasting away your parents money?
I'm living of f my $50 from my box.
It's a note I kept for years.
I'm never gonna pass it to you.
It'll never get into your hands. =)
I'll get my mum to speak to yours if you want itback.
I forgot. I don't even owe you any cash. Not for now.
If you want to skip my mum, I could do the job.
It'll help. At least I can talk to a parent seriously.
And be priviledged. If it ever happens, its my first time.
Cheer me on.
But get ready for an allowance cut if you want it that way. =D
And remember.
You're 16 not 6. 15 to be exact. But lets count by years.
You're seating for o levels not some kindergarden exam.
And you paid quite a hefty sum for it.
Well, you can choose not to study.
I'd have less competition. I'd be more glad then ever.
You're a little slow in changing your character and attitude.
It's so yesterday.
I've been a dead fish. Going with the flow.
And I was really dead. My future I mean.
All of us were, excluding you.
We'd all think. No use studying.
And to hell with the quotation
"The more you study, the more you forget."
Go ahead with that thinking. It'll get you no where.
We were, then, marvelling at your results.
Now, we're trying to help you.
We already overcame the torture.
Go ahead if you don't learn from our mistakes.
Many others wouldn't even bother wasting anymore time
after all that's done. But we bothered helping you.
I think we should waste time no longer. =)
Its all up to you.
There are things that I learnt from being a rebel.
Being able to face crude remarks,
becoming more daring,
being more open,
being able to face up to reality and
made more friends in which I never really liked.
Unfortunately, the losses are unrepairable.
The losses are worst than the "benefits".
In this path I set up for myself,
I learnt lots of vulgarities.
[[Now it's my sister's turn.]]
I hanged out till late.
[[This is how I got my freedom for coming home late.]]
My mum thought I kept going to gang fights.
[[It hurts to hear that she thinks this way.]]
My friends kept getting calls.
My privacy invaded.
My view of freedom gone.
I negleted my parents for a long time. They never understood why.
It felt torturous.
I had nobody to share my troubles to.
I had nobody to hug and cry with.
I felt so unloved.
I didn't know how to talk to them anymore.
I wanted so much.. to be able to repent all I did.
The camp helped.
And that is where I started to get sick.
And catch sickness easily.
But it's all worth.
To add on, the friends I made there.
Is worth a lifetime keeping.
They're a wonderful bunch of people.
I didn't even bother to help my sister
but I tried helping you.
Don't take me for granted. No use anyway.
Its too late. I refuse to help you anymore.
You can continue having life your way.
More zest, more kick.
Fun - as you think of it.
-Continue having exploding handphone bills.
[[Burns a hole in your pocket.]] +
[[Mobile companies expresses their thanks
and introduce "better" plans for you.]]
-Continue acting rich.
[[Well maybe you are but as far as I can see, you're not.]]
-Continue sleeping in class.
[[You're supposed to listen to the teacher, no the table.]]
-Continue hating the teachers.
[[Did I tell you that's the cause of my F9s in maths and chinese?]]
-Continue rebelling.
[[It'll get you nowhere. =)]]
-Continue making yourself seem happier.
[[It wouldn't - or at least it's only temporary.]]
-Continue thinking vulgarities are fun to blabber.
[[It corrupts and pollutes your mind]] +
[[You're seeking for unwanted trouble]]
-Continue being attention-seeking.
[[Fun for the time being, irritating to others on the long-run]]
Keep your distance
if you don't want me to go blabbering to you
about your studies, character or attitude.
Just remember.
"Only dead fish goes with the flow."
If you want to see your future dead,
continue. Else, wake up.
Lin's display words at the bottom of the screen is meaningful.
People's lives change..
To keep all your friends is like keeping all your old clothes --
pretty soon your closet is so jammed and everything's so crushed you can't find anything to wear
Help these friends when they need you;
bless the years and happy times when you meant a lot to each other,
but try not to feel guilty if new people mean more to you now...
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[7:49 PM]]
Freaking blogger.
Cleared what I wanted to say
Oh well.
My memory's pretty good
when remembering complains.
Here goes.
You shouldnt talk to me.
Even five year old children would understand what
"don't talk unless being spoken to" means.
Are you illiterate or something?
I don't owe you a living.
I have my rights.
I can choose my own friends.
That's how life is - unfair.
Prelims practical.
Biology first.
I didn't see the blow carefully/slowly/gently.
Even after the spill.
Blew straight through and spilled like 1/4 of the liquid.
Thankfully the cloth didn't show the colour of the liquid.
Finished 15minutes before the given.
Physics was a killer.
Attempted all the questions in mm instead of cm.
Was TAUGHT to do that.
Only changed my calculations 5minutes before the end..
And drew the graph 2minutes before the ending.
I'm so going to ruin that practical.
Was locked up for the next 2hr30min.
Horrible.
Attempted maths paper 1.
Then proceeded to borrow mp3s/discmans.
See peeps playing chateh or something.
And piano. And not to forget - ruining games.
Keep your mouth shut if you don't have positive comments
What's with the "eeeee" when people are playing the piano.
Go play it yourself if you're so great.
And dont think it's fun to
skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip, skip or
reverse, reverse, reverse, reverse, reverse.
Super fun.. to kids of primary school age.
It's just a game after all.
Why not take revenge some other time.
And enough of reading through my inbox.
RESPECT my privacy.
To add on, STOP TRYING TO TAKE OUR WALLETS.
Makes you sound like some theif.
The moment I can't find my wallet,
guess who's the first person I ask?
"Jerk" song suits you perfectly well. =)
Except I'll change the lyrics a little to suit you.
What's with paying for tution fees.
When you dont even show improvement.
Going to class knowing nothing,
going home complaing you know nothing too!
Do you ever take the initiative to listen?
Stop sms-ing during then. Maybe you'll understand more.
Plus, it's all in the attitude and character.
I'm sharing the same teacher and the same class.
I can see my results improving. How about you?
Might as well quit tution.
To fund/host/live off your branded items.
Don't you ever feel bad wasting away your parents money?
I'm living of f my $50 from my box.
It's a note I kept for years.
I'm never gonna pass it to you.
It'll never get into your hands. =)
I'll get my mum to speak to yours if you want it
I forgot. I don't even owe you any cash. Not for now.
If you want to skip my mum, I could do the job.
It'll help. At least I can talk to a parent seriously.
And be priviledged. If it ever happens, its my first time.
Cheer me on.
But get ready for an allowance cut if you want it that way. =D
And remember.
You're 16 not 6. 15 to be exact. But lets count by years.
You're seating for o levels not some kindergarden exam.
And you paid quite a hefty sum for it.
Well, you can choose not to study.
I'd have less competition. I'd be more glad then ever.
You're a little slow in changing your character and attitude.
It's so yesterday.
I've been a dead fish. Going with the flow.
And I was really dead. My future I mean.
All of us were, excluding you.
We'd all think. No use studying.
And to hell with the quotation
"The more you study, the more you forget."
Go ahead with that thinking. It'll get you no where.
We were, then, marvelling at your results.
Now, we're trying to help you.
We already overcame the torture.
Go ahead if you don't learn from our mistakes.
Many others wouldn't even bother wasting anymore time
after all that's done. But we bothered helping you.
I think we should waste time no longer. =)
Its all up to you.
There are things that I learnt from being a rebel.
Being able to face crude remarks,
becoming more daring,
being more open,
being able to face up to reality and
made more friends in which I never really liked.
Unfortunately, the losses are unrepairable.
The losses are worst than the "benefits".
In this path I set up for myself,
I learnt lots of vulgarities.
[[Now it's my sister's turn.]]
I hanged out till late.
[[This is how I got my freedom for coming home late.]]
My mum thought I kept going to gang fights.
[[It hurts to hear that she thinks this way.]]
My friends kept getting calls.
My privacy invaded.
My view of freedom gone.
I negleted my parents for a long time. They never understood why.
It felt torturous.
I had nobody to share my troubles to.
I had nobody to hug and cry with.
I felt so unloved.
I didn't know how to talk to them anymore.
I wanted so much.. to be able to repent all I did.
The camp helped.
And that is where I started to get sick.
And catch sickness easily.
But it's all worth.
To add on, the friends I made there.
Is worth a lifetime keeping.
They're a wonderful bunch of people.
I didn't even bother to help my sister
but I tried helping you.
Don't take me for granted. No use anyway.
Its too late. I refuse to help you anymore.
You can continue having life your way.
More zest, more kick.
Fun - as you think of it.
-Continue having exploding handphone bills.
[[Burns a hole in your pocket.]] +
[[Mobile companies expresses their thanks
and introduce "better" plans for you.]]
-Continue acting rich.
[[Well maybe you are but as far as I can see, you're not.]]
-Continue sleeping in class.
[[You're supposed to listen to the teacher, no the table.]]
-Continue hating the teachers.
[[Did I tell you that's the cause of my F9s in maths and chinese?]]
-Continue rebelling.
[[It'll get you nowhere. =)]]
-Continue making yourself seem happier.
[[It wouldn't - or at least it's only temporary.]]
-Continue thinking vulgarities are fun to blabber.
[[It corrupts and pollutes your mind]] +
[[You're seeking for unwanted trouble]]
-Continue being attention-seeking.
[[Fun for the time being, irritating to others on the long-run]]
Keep your distance
if you don't want me to go blabbering to you
about your studies, character or attitude.
Just remember.
"Only dead fish goes with the flow."
If you want to see your future dead,
continue. Else, wake up.
Lin's display words at the bottom of the screen is meaningful.
People's lives change..
To keep all your friends is like keeping all your old clothes --
pretty soon your closet is so jammed and everything's so crushed you can't find anything to wear
Help these friends when they need you;
bless the years and happy times when you meant a lot to each other,
but try not to feel guilty if new people mean more to you now...
Off for now.
-nIx- @ [[7:49 PM]]
